![]() My recovery from manic depression has been an evolution, not a sudden miracle. I think most human beings go through some sort of depression in their life. – Irving Kirschĭepression, for me, wasn’t a dulling but a sharpening, an intensifying, as though I had been living my life in a shell, and now the shell wasn’t there. – Tom BosleyĪnything that instills a sense of hope will at least temporarily help treat depression. I want to help people with depression understand that there is hope, so that they can get the help they need to live rich, fulfilling lives. ![]() If clouds are blocking the sun, there will always be a silver lining that reminds me to keep on trying. Dickĭepression is melancholy minus its charms – the animation, the fits. When I don’t believe, I suffer psychotic depression. Through my own struggles with depression, I discovered that knowledge, therapy, medication and education can provide the strength to get through it in one piece. That terrible mood of depression of whether it’s any good or not is what is known as The Artist’s Reward. I’ve had some dark nights of the soul, of course, but giving in to depression would be a sellout, a defeat. The deeper the desperation and the depression about the confusing present, the more intense that yearning. – Amit RayĮvery age yearns for a more beautiful world. If you want to conquer the anxiety of life, live in the moment, live in the breath. In addition to my other numerous acquaintances, I have one more intimate confidant… My depression is the most faithful mistress I have known - no wonder, then, that I return the love. It doesn’t mean you’re defective – it just means you’re human. You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out. You say you’re ‘depressed’ – all I see is resilience. I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy that I can’t get away from it. I’ll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time. That is all I want in life: for this pain to seem purposeful. Hamiltonĭepression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation depression just is, like the weather. There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. No man is free who cannot control himself. – Rollo MayĬoncern should drive us into action and not into a depression. – Albert Ellisĭepression is the inability to construct a future. I promise I’m fine.You largely constructed your depression. I’m just venting, I suppose I am fine though, so please, just read it, hear my story. Please, if you are reading this, don’t feel bad, you don’t need to. It’s all I have left that keeps me distracted from what I’m feeling. I used to smoke, but I stopped cause my family wanted me to. But I stopped because my friend didn’t want me to. I used to burn myself, every single night. I always push my feelings down until I’m alone, where I can feel free to let the out. ![]() I don’t like talking about it, in fact I never have until this. Being around my family or hanging out with my friends. I don’t remember when it started or when it will end but it has stopped me from doing many things. And it hurts everywhere, not just my chest, but my stomach, legs, arms, literally everything is in pain. I don’t want them to feel bad because it just makes me feel worse that they are thinking about my well being instead of their own. ![]() I don’t want them to care, but at the same time I do. They will feel bad, or upset, they will say “I’m sorry” or “It’s okay”, and I done want that. I don’t tell anyone this, I don’t tell them how I feel or what I want, because I know how they will react. My depression hurts, it hurts physically and mentally.
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